Then there is the territory of despair, where it is assumed that what is objectionable is “inevitable,” and so again the essential work is neglected. how can we have something better if we do no imagine it? How can we imagine it if we do not hope for it? How can we hope for it if we do not attempt to realize it?
Wendell Berry, “Writer and Region” in What Are People For?
I reflected yesterday on my own tendency towards Berry’s Territory of self-righteousness, epitomized by what he called “political and economic unconsciousness.” The Territory of despair fits hand-in-glove with that self-righteousness. The self-righteousness I feel about my own refusal to play the political game anymore very easily shades at times in despair: what good is hoping, in this world at least, for anything different or better? What we have seems so inevitable, it is hard to imagine otherwise.
I often tell the story of my own political work in the last decade like this: I was an Obamacrat, in that I found Barack Obama uniquely inspiring and interesting; his example made me want to be involved in politics and policy work, and as he faded from the scene, I did as well. The rise of Trump and the nihilism as the defining feature of politics across the board in the 2020s confirmed that I was an Obamacrat, but it also confirmed a deeply seated despair that has taken hold of my understanding of American politics: even after eight years of Obama, after health care reform and Obergefell and an end to the war in Iraq and all the positives of the years 2008-2016, we still got Trump, and white nationalism, and a surge in anti-immigrant and anti-LGBT sentiment, and even more concerning to me, we got a left movement that forgot itself and cannibalized itself in identity politics and online obsessions. What was the point?
I know this is a bleak and reductionist view of the Obama years, and in my better moments, I know why we did what we did. Nevertheless, that Territory of despair is another easy one for me to flee too, and it sits so close to the Territory of self-righteousness, they are like sister cities.